Yoto says: The beautiful true story of one girl's journey growing up with autism and the challenges she overcame along the way.

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I'm not like the other children in my class . . . and that's an actual scientific FACT.

Hi! My name is Abigail, and I'm autistic. But I didn't know I was autistic until I was an adult-sort-of-person*.

This is my true story of growing up in the confusing 'normal' world, all the while missing some Very Important Information about myself.

There'll be scary moments involving toilets and crowded trains, heart-warming tales of cats and pianos, and funny memories including my dad and a mysterious tub of ice cream. Along the way you'll also find some Very Crucial Information about autism.

If you've ever felt different, out of place, like you don't fit in . . . this audiobook is for you.

*I've never really felt like an actual-adult-person, as you'll soon discover in this audiobook...

Told through the author's remarkable words, this is the book for those who've never felt quite right in the 'normal' world.

A Note from Yoto: This heartfelt book contains LGBTQ and neurodivergent representation throughout and deals with themes of adolescence, puberty, friendships, relationships, neurodiversity, gender identity and the gender spectrum. For further reading resources and a glossary, which goes alongside this audiobook please visit Yoto Space;